记忆

UNIVERSITI UTARA MALAYSIA

2011-09-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

7TH OF SEPTEMBER 2011,

For almost 3 hours and 30 mins from 3.30am,
I arrived to the place called CHANGLUN which is a small town that near by UUM. Had breakfast with my family ( Daddy, Mommy and my stupid sister, my brother was having exam that time- unable to come as he really wanted to ).

My first impression to this small town is unbelievable due to the WANTAN MEE is absolutely bad, is the first time i threw away all the wantan mee~ ==!!

After 10 mins, we arrived to university, bt we needed to register at my hostel called DPP SME BANK~ I am the second one who registered, luckily hor~

My hostel no.- 16F303- is the third floor - everyday at least three time to go through the stairs. ==!!

For a record here of course nd to post my room photo. Here is it:-
Due to i am lazy to upload one by one, then i make it lk tis... haha~

I want to introduce my room mate-

Name : Yap Poh Kit (人小鬼大，婬虫，懒虫)
From : Penang , Butterworth
Status : In a Relationship

She is nice, friendly, kind, helpful~
Lk to talk about SEX!!! This is the things that i feel ugly, haha~

Sushi Day

2010-12-29T20:49:00.000-08:00

27 December 2010
especially for Khoo Ebel, Xyn Chin Hui Xin n me~

As we miss last time bel n me gathered at hui xin's house to study for SPM.
And that time, we made sushi to eat also

therefore... we also make sushi together n hav fun together lk last time~

That day, i arrived at hui xin at 1030 lk tat..
bt bel earlier than me...she 9 sumthing ady there ady..
But hor... that hui xin still slp lk a BIG PIG inside her room...
haha~
when i was there...
i started to shout in front of her house, lk a crazy woman~
HUI XIN ! HUI XIN ! HUI XIN! I shout outsude her hse for 2 3 mins lk tat~
haha~
Finally, she woke up..
haha~

After that, we went to hav breakfast at sin tong qu~
i be the driver this time....
and then we went to jusco to buy our ingredients...
bt hor, we cant find the japanese rice..
then, we went to Tesco to find c whether gt ant..
luckily, we bought one~~
Then, we backed to Jusco that we ady choose bt nt yet buy de...
haha~

Haha, these were the ingredients that prepared by khoo ebel, chin hui xin n kum pooichee~
wakaka~syok man~

N THESE WERE THEPRODUTS BY KHOO EBEL N HUIXIN..
for me ar.
oli little bit coz hor...i dun noe y, the sushi that i make cant success one..meke me very angry..
by the way, haha~
they made for me...hahaha~
happy..

LET SEE~

Although the sushi's look nt very good...bt it really taste good..
bcoz hor...my sister finished all the sushi n she did nt want to share it wit my brother...
hahahaa~
bel, xyn, our job is a suceed~

These are the photo that we had taken..
put at here as a memory for myself~^^

is ME~

is BEL BEL~
IS xyn~

they are my ji mui oo~

They are my best ji mui ever~
i hope they are always happy n healthy n our frendship last forever n ever~~~

GOB BLESS US~

Yum Cha~

2010-12-29T20:35:00.000-08:00

23 December 2010:
Tat day, we went to kopitiam junction at parade~
after tat, we went to visit wei sher n vincent...

After tat, we went to greentown's kopitiam~
At there we chat among ourselve..feel happy that long time we din gather togethre lk tis..
Although tat was oli ten ppl...
i hope in the future, our class S2 can has more n more gathering~

Frenz ever~ =)

Cameron Highland

2010-12-29T20:16:00.000-08:00

17 December 2010:
We woke up all at nine..
then we went to hav our breakfast....

Then we went to visit few places~
Strawberry Farm, cactus valley n tea farm market n others~
we went to boh tea farm to drink tea ^^
haha~
the view there is very beautiful...
Hope next time i can go wit my lover...haha..joking joking oli..
Then around four sumthing, we started to go home~
Haha~
This trip for me is a very memorable trip for me~
There are few picture i nd to share~

My JI MUI_ Xyn Chin Hui Xin ^^

Hope our Friendship last forever~^^

Trip for 6AA (2010) - Cameron Highland

2010-12-29T19:43:00.000-08:00

The nest day after the LAST PAPER of STPM~
16 December 2010 & 17 December 2010:

We went to Cameron Highland for 2 days 1 night~
I sat Baba's car, gt soo, chui kuan, jenn cieng, pen sin n tai tai~
i wanted to slp inside the car, bt cant~
Bcoz all the roads are nt straight de..
feel uncomfortable when i were slping~
so better dun slp..^^
Coz for the stpm didnt slp enough mah..
then planned to slp when we were going to cameron highland~

Around 12 sumthing, we arrived at c.highland...
we went to marry brown to join chuisze them n we had our lunch there also ~
After aiyee's car arrived at c.highland also, then we together went to our apartment..
Unfortunately, sumthing had happened.
One of the boss' daughter said that we nd to add RM 100 more to rent the apartment~
Damm la..
The reason is bcoz they scare that we will broke their water heater..
Then Chui Sze callrf to the boss to argue wit him..
Finally n luckily, no nd to add money..^^

THEN, we entered our apartment, gt two deluxe room n one single room..
My roomates were, soo & baba, chui kuan , yan whua, kar yan & kar mun, jenn cieng & pen sin.
Total-9

After that~we prepared for tat night's bbq,
chui sze n i prepared the chicken wings~
n other ppl prepared other things la..
n sum ppl went to hav a snap~

around 4 sumthing, then we went to brincang pasar malam....^^
After 45 mins, it started raining..
DAMM...
chui sze, liling, pui san n I nd to run under the rain, our clothes almost 90% get wet...
haha~ bt i felt very happy..

At night, talk about the bbq..
really nt syok at all..
First, it was raining during tat night ~
Then, we finally found a place that r nt really suitable for us to hav bbq~
HAiz~
bt NVm lo..
wat can we do...as it was rainging leh~
Then around 11 o clock ..
gt one indian man warned us nt to bbq anymore as he is the ppl who live there n nd to pay maintainence fee per year bt we no nd...so he wanted us stop bbq~
==

Then, we played card for half an hour~
i win around RM30...whoppi~
hehe~
then we all slp at 12 sumthing~

Last Day Of School For my Form 6

2010-12-29T18:49:00.000-08:00

15 of December 2010:

Today i was having my last paper for STPM, it was Akaun Paper 2..
To prepare for my paper 2, i didnt slp for whole night, onli had a snap for one hour lk tat~
It really broke my record ady...

After STPM had really finished, we felt very happy, really happy happy n happy...
At last, we took photo as our last photo for all of us in SMK Mthodist ACS~

Although the pictures are quite blur, may b was bcoz of the camera man gua..
But, it really is a gud memory for me n all my classmates~
To all my classmates, take care!!

Wasted~

2010-04-27T02:37:00.000-07:00

I paid RM60 for my MUET this time~
I think it may b wasted~
Therefore, i think i nd to save money to retake la~
Hai~
I am very pity la~
I am nt dare to take money from my parents la~

Haiz~
Hope this time i can get band 3 ~
if really can~
me jiu xie tian xie di~
Coz it will make me better to choose~

Another thing is recently i noe a new fren~
His name is Hazim Akram~
Ya, he is a boy~
Very handsome one oo~
really handsome ~
Hohoho~
I do not like him de ar~
dun think wrong wrong~
He is a gud boy n he is in a relationship de la~
He now is a form 4 student studies in ACS 4T ~
Hohoho
my frens all also agree that he really handsome~
Hope he can b my aiya brother~
hehe~
He is one of my special fren~
coz i do not have any malay fren.. he is the first ~

Dear God~
pls ~ let me get band 3 for my MUET la~
Thank u God~

Ntg Special~

2010-04-19T06:05:00.000-07:00

Muet Exam is on this saturday~
Little bit nervous~
bt i still wan to update my blog~
hehehe~

Coming this week no swimming~
therefore i have more time to spend on my muet revision~
Hope can get band 4 bt at least band 3 la..

Moreover, he takes his exam this week.
I hope he can make it~
He sure will~

Is a man should cry for his lover?

2010-04-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

On friday, my fren asked me a question wat is my point of view, if ur boyfren cry for u?

Is it gud that ur dear cry for u?
Why is he will cry for u ?
is it a happy incident o bad incident?

In my opinion, a man cry when he is deeply hurt~
is tat after being hurt by his dear?
i think most probably it is ..
o the boy is hurt that he is nt treating his dear well~
bt i think this probability nt very big~

Is that a man should cry for his galfren?
I personally think he shouldn't.
as i think a man should be very strong~
Cant be weak..
cant always bcoz of sumthing that u cry~
If lk tat u r nt a strong man.

may b boy will say that they are also a human..
they r also can b emotional~
bt, is that true that i say, when compare between a male n a female...
If a man always cry for his dear while his dear wont,
then will u think that the female is stronger that the man,
the female can face all the problem herself while the man cant.

therefore, for me, i hope that my boyfren wont cry for me always,
coz it means that our relationship is getting better n better..
i prefer that our relationship is getting betther n betther than a relationship is getting worst n worst~
Yes, i noe that this world can not b 100 percent perfect~
bt i hope i can found a 90 percent man~
Hope la~

I hope that he is that kind of person~
wont easily cry,
a very strong, can protect me one~

Relax~

2010-04-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

Since tomorrow i will absent from school.
So, today i just come here n jot down somethings here~

Ya, recently quite busy.
MUET is coming ady~
It is on 24 April 2010..
Busy study ~

Actually i ady plan to take one more time for my MUET in this october~
Coz teacher say april is quite difficult ~
n the october one is easier than the april one~
C whether this time can get band 4 ant la>.
If can, sure gud la..
Try my best lo ~
wat can i do~

Another thing is i now ady less think about him~
when i din c him online~
really gt a bit down geh~
bt i ady force myself to do not think about it~
sure can one..
I am a confident person~

Recently, our class is getting better n better~
all also study n study ~
although sometime we relax for a while to make some jokes between us~
bt i think it is gud~
it is nice~
Everybody also study hard except one fellow~ useless fellow~
me also la..
quite hardworking ady de la..
bt i want myself even more hardworking~
I promise~

Nd to off my computer~
Wish all my fren always happy n healthy
especially for ebel hui xin n soo kar yee~
they are my ji mui forever~
Really~

Miss hiM~

2010-04-01T02:18:00.000-07:00

These few days, i was very miss him ~
i am now controlling myself to nt sms him always~

Even i had sumthing to share wit him bt eventually i didn't.
I noe he is very kind~
Even i find him always ~
he won't mind.
But actually hw i noe wat is in his mind?
I dun noe~
He said chat wit me until midnight~
He rather dun slp.
He said lk tat is really treat me nice o he onli wan to entertain me oli..
I really dun noe..
I really wan to ask him sometimes, bt finally i didn't do it..
coz i nt dare to do it..

So, now i jus hope that time can pass faster...
work it out in stpm..
I really Hope i am succeed in STPM.
So, i can go to penang..
Now,Penang and USM have bcum my biggest motive power to study well

Sometimes, i really wan to find sumone to share my things~
The first that i wan to share with is him~
Bt i jus scare i will b sad finally~
So, watever i wan to say~
I will now type it in my blog..
I jus want to vomit out all the things~

Miss Him Always~
Hope that in one day, he will noe~

Update~

2010-03-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

Really long time din update~
Actually no special thing happen in my life recently..

However, there is a pressure now in my study..
pressure n pressure..
dun noe what can i do..
just study study to reduce my stress...
just want to work hard until the end of stpm...

Therefore, i promise myself that i cant online everyday..
i nd use the time that i online to study n study..
I oli can online once a week..
This is the promise that i made myself..
Hope i can do it..

Another things is when u r fall in love wit a ppl,
actually is quite xin ku one ..
u cant tell him...
just scare after he noe...
wat the response should he give?
o he jus pretend dun noe...
if the boy say that single now is more suitable to him
that wat can u do..
that is ntg u can o should do..
jus wait n wait n wait...

My Life in this year

2010-01-26T05:56:00.000-08:00

Long time dint update my blog.

First of all, this year will be a very important year for me.
That is STPM.
Therefore. I have my tuition for every subjects.
Muet, Pengajian Am, Mathematics S, Ekonomi and Akaun.
I spend RM 207 for my tuitions monthly..
It is really a heavy job for my parents.
for giving me the money to let me pay of.
y do i do so?
It is because my teachers in my class 6AA is totally useless.
if can, i hope that i can chase my Pengajian Am's teacher. Mr. Rajapal out of the class.
That y recently i always sleep during this techer's lesson. He is always talking nonsence.
i really hate him..

That y now in my life only tuition n tuition.
just hope this year can past faster n yet my STPM will b gud la..

My Friends in ACS

2009-11-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

Sark Ai Yee

Moo Zen Yee
Yap Li Ling
Ng Pui San
Chan Ee Wei

Chew Chui Sze
Winci LOh
yAN hWA, pHang Kar Mun
Yan HWA
dAI lOU zI yANG,..

aLL oF this After we have a bbq de..

2009-11-22T06:03:00.001-08:00

生命最後一個月的花嫁
24歲的新娘挽著爸爸的手走進教堂。 神父證婚的時候，新郎不時柔情的看著新娘．．．
在親友的祝福之中，他們許下一生的約定．．．
這是常見的婚禮場景，最大的不同卻是．．．
這位新娘的生命只剩一個月。 本段話原自JET官網

這部記錄片是記錄女主角長島千惠，用最後一個月的生命來完成她的心願的故事。
該部記錄片的女主角已於2007年的 5月6日因乳癌逝世，當時年僅24歲的千惠希望電視台能採訪她
讓大家知道乳癌提早發現，提早治療的嚴重性。而原本只是一個新聞的專題報導而已，卻因為觀眾廣大的迴響，才讓這片記錄片誕生。
採訪她的，是一位叫做木堅元照次的TBS記者，在 2007/4/4 號，也是她還不知道隔天要結婚的前一天
原本知道有位癌末的病人要接受採訪，他多少有些掙扎，但見到千惠本人之後，
卻逐漸被她的樂觀吸引，而陸續採訪了親友之後，也更加了解她是多麼勇敢的抗癌鬥士。
而在結婚式當天，知道這個驚喜的千惠展現出無比燦爛的笑容，
而當木堅元滿心期待要讓千惠看這個專題報導的播出，但因故延期了6天，但他萬萬沒想到，
只過了6天，千惠卻再也無法看到報導的播出了...。

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以下為故事的開端──
第一章：發現
發現自己的胸部有硬塊，但從小就沒有母親的她，沒有任何人可以商量，
每天都過的很不安，而心想"明天硬塊應該就會不見了"的千惠，就這樣拖了一個月。
而隨著日子的過去，硬塊也越硬越大，而千惠這時候才去醫院檢查，也發現罹患了乳癌。
之後的千惠，開始接受抗癌藥劑的治療。
從是展場女郎的她，美麗的秀髮便是她最有自信的地方。而在開始治療之後的某一天，
千惠在吹頭髮的時候，發現頭髮開始大量掉落，這便是抗癌藥劑的副作用。
而在罹癌卻尚未化療之前，就已經有掉髮現象的她，面對這樣的副作用，自然也無法承受。
後來轉往事務工作的她，開始戴起假髮，在此時也出現了嘔吐的副作用，但她也絕對不讓同事發現異常...。
而在9年前母親去世之後，千惠便與父親長島貞士相依為命，而父親也一直是她的心靈支柱。
而她的精神支柱除了爸爸之外，還有另一位男性...。

第二章：邂逅
他們兩人是在太郎的公司的展示會場認識的，太郎被展場女郎中，笑的最耀眼、最健談的她
所吸引。而當時千惠23歲，太郎29歲。兩人從第一次約會開始，就無所不談，
心靈上相當契合，也在此時! ，! 太郎提出了交往的意願，但千惠猶豫了許久，遲遲無法給答案，
因為她當時正在等待左胸硬塊檢查的結果。
而三個月後，千惠把自己罹癌的事實告訴了太郎，並告訴她無法交往，但太郎卻說了: 「我願意與妳共同對抗病魔，一起加油吧!」

因為嚴重的掉髮，千惠必須戴著假髮約會，但在照片看來，完全看不出來事情的嚴重性。
而當時的兩人相信，一定可以一同戰勝病魔，但卻在接受治療的半年後，知道嚴重到要切除乳房的消息...。
"你真的要一個沒有乳房的女朋友嗎?" 很多人這樣問過太郎，但太郎這樣子說...
"就算妳沒有乳房，沒有頭髮，只要妳還是妳，那就夠了。"

她才20幾歲，還有許多想要嘗試的事都還沒做，沒時間顧生病。

而24歲的生日上，她微笑的比著勝利手式。"我一定可以戰勝病魔的!!" 當時的她是這麼想的。

第三章：復發
而切除乳房的千惠，開始認真的讀書，目標是當上系統工程師，而努力總有代價。
在07年的2月，千惠進入了某公司的SE，而在記者跟千惠見面之前兩個月，
她才剛準備要進去公司就職。而在進公司的某一天，她的身體發生異常，
而健康檢查卻沒事，而當時的她反而更關心辛苦工作的太郎，常以簡訊互相關心。
而在幾天之後，她胸口一陣刺痛，去醫院檢查之後，沒想到醫生叫她去找當初
幫她主治癌症的醫生，沒想到過了三個禮拜，癌細胞已經轉移到肺膜，也影響到肺臟，千惠因而在07年3月再度進入醫院。
因為乳癌轉移致死的機率並不低，而千惠本身也知道，所以常與上到很晚的太郎在簡訊裡流露出不想死的意念，
而太郎跟她說，一定會好起來的，當時太郎是如此深信不移的。
但隨著日子一天天的過去，癌細胞也以驚人的速度極速擴散。而這樣子的她，
時常痛到非得要用止痛劑才能舒緩痛處的境界，一開始醫生開始用導管將她的肺水抽出來，
之後把藥物注射至體內與癌細胞對抗，但擴散速度之快，連醫生都覺得訝異。
並指出癌細胞已經擴散到了骨頭及肺臟裡。這會使病人骨頭非常的痛，也因為轉移至肺臟，
讓她呼吸困難，需要用氧氣之後，醫生說可以採用"在家療養"的方式，同時也宣判抗癌藥劑的效果也到了極限了...。

而在此時醫生也給了親屬們"千惠剩下的時間"的說明。
而眾人殊不知這次要面談的，卻是千惠所剩的時間...。
因為千惠的狀況越來越糟糕，惡化的速度非常快，所以剩下的生命只能以"週"來推測。
接著，有位親人問了：「那，大概是幾週呢?」而醫生卻說：一個月，搞不好會更快。
在記者前去採訪的當天，也就是千惠被設下一個月生命的第五天之後。
即使是身為父親的貞士，也無法親口告訴她這個惡耗...。
而記者問她，現在夢想的時候，她說"想回到正常的生活" 如此簡單的願望，卻是如此難達成...
晚上的時候，只有太郎跟千惠兩人，而太郎問了她一句"妳每天都在病房幹嘛?"
她卻說了...

如此簡單的一句話，聽在心裡，卻覺得相當的沉重，相當的沉重...。
除此之外，千惠也對太郎說出了想養狗狗的心願，太郎也說了，等妳病好了，
只要妳有能力能照顧牠們，要養幾隻就養幾隻:

而太郎也一直在猶豫要不要跟千惠講說：她的生命剩一個月的事，思考了許久，還是決定不要說．．．。
”到底自己能為她做點什麼 ? ”
這是進這個病房的人，不管是親人，或是朋友，都共同有的想法，希望能在這短暫的時間
讓她擁有最美好的回憶，因此，太! 郎! 跟千惠的好友們決定策劃一件事，一件可以馬上實現，且是千惠最期待的是...。

第五章：婚禮
離第二次住院，也有一個月了。其實千惠自己一直有個小心願，但這個心願只有跟一個好朋友講過
她說：自從住進病院之後，一直很期待能穿上婚紗，因為未來可能穿不到了，
況且，女孩子都是嚮往穿上婚紗的，穿上婚紗，拍下自己最美的樣子，留下美好的回憶。
而她的朋友，決定不僅要幫她完成穿上婚紗，在禮堂拍照的心願，更要瞞著她讓她與太郎舉辦婚禮！
但一般場地的出租，通常都要提前三個月以上的時間，但千惠沒那麼多時間了，所以千惠的朋友，
真的試盡了方法，打遍的所有電話，而千惠的狀況也越來越不穩定，此時，正是告知一個月生命的隔天。
終於，有間教堂可以給千惠拍婚紗照，並舉辦婚禮，就在三天後，而那間教堂是非常受歡迎的，
位於東京青山的聖葛蕾斯大教堂，相信千惠一定會很喜歡的!!
然而，4月5號當天一早，大伙就在幫千惠打扮，而太郎也專心的聽從醫護人員的解說有關幫埔的用法，
但當天顯然千惠的狀況不大好，在往教堂的路上還有暈車的現象。
到了教堂附近!，一看到教堂的千惠，精神整個回復過來，連氣色也好轉了，這就是他夢寐以求的教堂。

一想到等等就要在這拍照，千惠開心依偎著太郎的手，從一開始一同抗癌到現在，
不管是切除乳房之後的痛苦，亦或是抽肺水的痛，兩人都一同分享，兩人一起度過了痛苦及快樂的時光。
僅管當時的痛楚再大，一想到可以與太郎一同拍婚紗照，再多的痛也多忘光了，
因為她的夢想終於實現了!! 一旁的父親一想到著也不禁擦拭著眼中的淚，

而原以為拍完照就結束的千惠，在休息事內聽到太郎說：等一下來舉行婚禮吧！
此時千惠的心中，充滿了驚奇與喜悅，而除了婚禮之外，太郎還準備了個禮物要給她。

就在滂沱大雨大雨的前一晚，太郎到街上的戒指店挨家挨戶的尋找一枚戒指，
一枚千惠曾在看雜誌時，說過想要的一枚戒指。但太郎怎麼找，就是找不到，
就在他要放棄之時，突然看到身旁的玻璃裡，放著一只一樣的戒指，進去之後才發現，
那是本店最後一枚的那枚戒指，太郎二話不說便買了下來──

眾人也一同流淚與多麼的希望，這對新郎新娘可以永永遠遠的在一起，
而卻不是看到新娘只剩不到一個月的時間就要離開人世了...。
婚禮結束後，大家已經在教堂外等待兩人，大家都哭紅了雙眼，大家除了感到喜悅，
同時也哭著祈求上天，如果千惠的癌症就這樣不藥而癒該有多好....
兩人一出教堂外，千惠展露出燦爛的笑容，接受大家的祝福，大家也搶著跟千惠拍照，跟這位"最美麗的新娘"合影。
而千惠在自己的部落格留了一段這樣的話:
我原本以為只是要拍個照，沒想到有這麼棒的驚喜，我們在教堂舉行了婚禮，他在神父面前，
幫我戴上了戒指。雖然不是正式的婚禮，假如有誰知道有比"感激"更棒的辭彙，請你告訴我。 我感到前所未有的感動。"
也留了一段令人省思的話： "各位能擁有明天就是個奇跡。如果能體會到這一點，日常生活中無處不是幸福。"

第六章：父親與女兒
而婚禮結束之後，病情並未好轉，且擴散的速度越來越快，痛苦的週期也越來越快。
此時的千惠想起了母親的事...。
千惠原本跟父母親過著安樂的生活，直到她小四那年，母親被檢查出罹患卵巢癌，
而在她在國三的時候，母親也進入了癌症末期，此時的母親全身感到非常的痛，
此時心急的父親跑去求醫生，醫生說：嗎啡可以舒緩疼痛，但會讓病人不愛講話，
當時的嗎啡被稱為最後的藥，不到非常時刻不需要用就不用，但看到妻子那麼痛苦，
千惠的父親決定讓醫生用嗎啡注射妻子。
只見! 注! 射之後，妻子漸漸的不痛苦，
但意識也漸漸模糊，幾天之後，她便嚥下最後一口氣。而在一旁的千惠靜靜的看著，
而到了現在，即使多麼的痛，她也不想打嗎啡，可能是深怕自己也可能會跟母親一樣，沒辦法說話就走了...。
到了千惠的家，父親抽著煙，一個人看著電視。曾幾何時，是三個人快樂的在這邊，
而現在卻得接受癌症把她的女兒跟老婆都帶走，想到這他不禁淚從中來....。
好了之後，妳首先想做什麼? 面對記者這樣的問題，她頭一次感到語塞。

過了一會，她說想要跟父親一同旅行，自從小到大，都沒跟父親一同旅行過，
且父親想去京都，自己也想幫助父親達成心願。而她也不知道，自己的生命逐漸走向盡頭...。
對於太郎的感覺，她一直找不到適當的語彙可以形容，可以說是"無法言喻的存在"
對於朋友跟父親，她除了感謝，還是感謝，感謝兩個字是無法完全形容的...。

在4月11號，朋友跟父親為了千惠辦了場餐會，到燒肉店讓千惠吃她好久沒吃到的燒肉。
吃到燒肉的她整個都有復活的感覺，然而，這次卻成為她最後一次的外出。

第七章：別離

之後的千惠狀況急轉直下，非常的痛苦，連笑都已經沒辦法笑了，僅管如此，
朋友們還是親人在身邊照顧她，大家也一同期盼奇跡真的能出現。

千惠曾經對她的阿姨說，人活著就是奇跡，不管是跟父親? @? _散步，跟朋友一起吃飯也好，
她都把這些平常不過的事視為奇蹟，每分每秒都過的很快樂。
輝煌的四月也已經過了四個禮拜，為了減輕千惠的疼痛，開始使用麻醉藥，但這也讓她開始昏睡。
即使昏昏沉沉的，當朋友來看她時，她也還是很想跟朋友們聊天，直到最後一刻，她的病房還是充滿著笑聲。
而 5月6日一早，千惠就呈現昏迷不醒的狀態，而所有人都到了她身邊陪伴著她，就算是醒來也好，
大家多希望她有反應。而在下午4點42分的時候父親握住千惠的手，千惠才嚥下最後一口氣....

長島千惠 5月6日享年24歲
在告別式的會場上，照片上的，是一個月前穿著婚紗的千惠。那時候，所有人都祝福著這對新人，
她展露出了燦爛的笑容，她與父親一同步入紅毯，從太郎手中接受婚戒。
在這個時刻，是千惠一生中最美好的回憶。而在外面掛著滿滿的照片，彷彿是一場婚禮。
記者自己曾問過千惠，穿上婚紗之後，下個願望是什麼，她說了：有很多，但最想的還是回家吧。
而現在，她終於能夠回家了...不用飽受病痛的折磨....

而在她死去後的一年，很多學校也以她的記錄片，做為生命課程的教材，
至於太郎與朋友等人，也啟用了一台乳癌檢查車，不定期在全日本舉行義診。
因為千惠在活著的時候曾說過:年輕人癌症惡化的速度很快，復發機率也高。
越是年輕，越要管好自己的身體。也因為這番話，大家決定讓千惠的心願
散播給大家知道，讓大家知道癌症的重要性，雖然人數不多，但只要早期 發現，早期治療，絕對可以戰勝魔的!!

──故事結束──

Y I will put it on my blog..
it is simple..
is so touching..
it reminds me that everyone surrounding me is important.
Everybody especially girls..
take care of urself..
i would lk to put down in writing..
in my blog..

Our school project- recyclaton

2009-08-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

This is the new thing that i had been taken part before.
Enjoy it~

All of these were made by tin cans...

These are the hard work that we made.

Life sucks !!!

2009-06-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

At this week, five days of school,
I just attended four days.

Some people say that I just look like do not like to study anymore.
This is absolutely wrong.
I really want to study.
But I cant.

The reason I cant concentrate is I am facing pressure.
Every night, when my father returned home after working,
he always asking me when u can change to art stream.
Therefore, i keep on worrying how is the condition ?
When I can get the reply from JPN???

Last night, my father told me either study at shen jai or sunway college.
Then, he told me shen jai is better coz it is nearer and it at ipoh.
So, he no need to worry.

But, in my mind, i don like.
You want me to study shen jai is because it is near.
All body told me n u that shen jai is not gud, but you still want me to go!!!
If you straight want me to go.
I will choose to stay at form 6.
If the second time of application to change stream also cant seccess,
I will also apply again until I can change to art stream.

I will do what i have I say if you want me to study shen jai.
I promise.

Birthday 2009

2009-06-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

On 6 of june,
hx , bel n wee hong celebrated my birthday at jiang xi jiang fei~

They buy a cake for me ~
I felt happy coz they still remember my birthday althought they now study in utar ~
They backed from kampar and celebrated my birthday~
Althoight that day is not my borthday~
They didnt mind to celebrate my birthday although it was late~
I really appreciate~
At there, we had our lunch~
Chat~
Happy~
After that, wee hong backed first~

Hx, bel and me then go to parade~
We planned to buy three 相框and put the photo that we take~
There were a lot of funny things ~
Hx n bel decided to bring the 相框to kampar n put pn their table~
Me too~

I just hope all my friends can always happy n healthy~
And keep in touch~

Birthday 09

2009-06-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

Haha~
Didn't update my blog recently.
In June, the first I want to say is My Birthday~
Hehe~
I am very happy that my friends sent me a birthday message during midnight~
I'm very appreciate them for giving me a birthday wish.

In the morning, around 10 o'clock,
i went to school to visit poi lam military band.
Around twelve, soo came to poi lam school already.

After waiting all the friends arrived,
Then we departed to Jusco.

We went to restaurant to have my celebration.
We ordered many foods to eat.
I like the drinks that i had ordered.
The drink very tasty.

Let u c it~

My drink~
Tasty~

This drink got salt around the cup... i like it~
coz quite beautiful~
This drink was belonged to soo n chui kuan~

The food that we ordered..~
i ordered porridge~
After lunch,
then cake lA~

After celebration of my birthday, then we went to watch movie~
Terminators~

This movie gud~

At night, i also went to pasar malam.

Thank my friends for celebrating my birthday~

Change My Mind About ACS...

2009-05-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

I said that ACS is worst before.
But after study in ACS about three weeks.
I feel that ACS becomes better and better..

First, i want to say about teachers.
I said that the physics teacher, Cik Junaidah was very lazy.
But now, actually she ia good la.
She teaches us quite well, p and p really quite good.

While the two teachers that i like the most are Pn Lim and Mr Chow..
Pn Lim is my muet teacher while Mr Chow is my pengajian am teacher..
Althought Puan Lim is fierce but sometimes she also become very funny.
As we know that pengajian am is quite boring..
But Mr Chow teaches us very good..
He will say some story that related to other country..
There are quite interesting.

All know that i like to sleep during lessons, right?
But i realise that i had change a lot..
This is because no more sleeping during class..

Moreover, I would like to join ICT board.
Tomorrow i will attend the meeting..
I dont know whether can be a ICT board member coz need the knowledge that related to ICT..
I know a bit la..
But i will try ..

Another that i want to say is my frenz almost start their university life in Kampar.
Just hope them happy always, enjoy their life..
And success in life.

6RT

2009-05-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

6RT is my class..
my class is around 39 people..
But, my class gt around 17 people need to change to art class.
So, just remain 22 people.
Bt the funniest is 6RA is only 4 people onli

6RT is a physics class...
I just stay at the class to spend my time only.
This is because i want to change to art class..
But i need to wait around 2 weeks or may be 2 months..

I really worry..
whether i can make it or not.

If cant, may be i will leave and may be go to other college to study or may be shen jai to study LCCI first.
These are the choices that i can make only..

Just hope the JPN can reply faster.

While in the class, only 7 person is Poi Lam..
Me, lau mun hon, wong pen sin, khor kar yan, tai mun kit n two more guys that i dont remember their name.
Sorry ~

The most dissapointed is the class..
very very old building..
It is worst .
Now i very miss my class- 5s2..
coz gt air conditioner and it was seen tidy n confortable.

However, the class building look very very dirty.
Besides, that are somethings on the wall.
It just look like bird shit..
It just very disgusting.

peng sin always say cant stay in the class for 1 more minutes..
This is because of the class condition.
So hot~

By the way, my table is very rough.
peng sin say very hard to sleep in the class because of the table.

Haiz~
I dont know to spend about one and a half year in this school..
And 1 more i need to say is, the recess time is only 20 minutes.
For me, the canteen is very far.. when i reach to the canteen also need to waste around 3 until 5 minutes.

Sure dont have enough time to have my breakfast.
and the foods is not nice..

I already don hav my breakfast for few days..
i just always feel very hungry.

This time is not same as Poi Lam.
Really not same~

First Day of Scol

2009-05-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Absolutely Boring~

After the registration, all gather in the hall...
the hall is big...
its advantages are air conditioner n chairs...

then whole day just listen the teacher n the headmaster talk...
really boring
fall asleep tim..

this is the timetable for scol:

Mon, tues n wed- 7.25 -1.05
Thurs- 12.30
Fri- 11.55

just hope can faster change to art ..
Faster la~

School Life Again~

2009-05-06T06:58:00.000-07:00

Around 1 a.m, i printed soo, p/s n my letter...
Then, i went to sleep.

Gt 2 letters, one is surat tawaran...
One is surat tawaran PTF

The school start at 11 may 2009...
I nd to attend at nine o clock morning..
School is ACS.

At the morning, i went out wit liang li, lok san n soo.
We went to first tuition centre.. We needed to register for the mathematics.
Bt unluckily, there was no one there.

After that, we went to one accounting centre.
At there, we just left our name n contact number..

Then, we went for lunch at crazy ice-cream salad house.
We also bounght our uniform..

i haven buy my shoe..

I think i will buy at sunday..

Kelisa Back !!!

2009-04-22T18:47:00.001-07:00

Finally,
Around 1 pm,the Kelisa backed ady yesterday..

Very funny,when my mum drove the car to home,
My first act was shouted loudly,
Wakaka...

Then, i rushed out n c the new car...
later, i tried to drive the car around my house....
coz... almost no petrol ady...
haiz~

Then, mother wanted to wash the car....
damm..... two car... one is waja n one kelisa...
extremely hot coz washed car under the hot sun!!!

Around one hour, after i washed the cars....
mother wanted me to pack all things out...
coz no space 4 me to park the car..

Do u know, under the hot sun n packing thhe things is really hot n hot...
SweatinG n sweating!!!!!!!!!!

damm....

Around 4 pm, we finally finished all things...
two car also can park in front of my house...
Really exhausted n hot!!!

Pooi chee:
Aiya, although it is second hand...
Bt it is enough for me la...
wakaka...
My father bought it for me, is let me to drive to scol....

For this things, i really happy...
coz dad really sayang all of us...

i will try my best in form 6..
i promise..

Genting Highland Again

2009-04-21T05:39:00.000-07:00

Ya ya............

Genting Highland Again~

I went Genting Highland with my family n also my father's friend- uncle lee...

Around 8, we departed.

On the way, i slept at all....
I like to sleep during trip...

this is my habit...
hahaha~

i also don knoe y...

This time, i didnt enter outdoor themepark...
The reason was very boring....
no need to waste RM44 to enter
waste time to queue, waste time n waste time...
Coz many ppl went to genting highlands also...

After lunch wit family,
Then father gave each of us RM100,
shopping o eating, whatever la....
Happy...

Then my sis n i walking around the centre,
c wat can we buy...

haha....

i bought three things...

new spec.....

haha~

i lk it so much...

n the black wallet...
cheap things..
only RM 20...
ok lah...

wallet only
while the white one is my younger sister,
the blue one is my younger brother..
so nice....

SO cold... at genting highland...
bt i just weared t shirt only...

Hahaha~
i knew coz i gt many fat lah...
Nt easy to feel cold...
haha~

c?
i was wearing the new spec...
wakaka....

lk this pic also...

then at night bac to hotel...
at the beginning, i wanted to watch beautiful cooking de....
but, that day din hav....
damm

very boring leh....
then sumthing in my mind...
that was take pic..
wakaka...

let u all c ...

wakaka~

yeng mah?

yeah...

then around 2am midnight,
after waited my parents bac from casino, then i went to sleep...

really sleepy, tired.

Then the next day, around 9am, i woke up..

my breakfast onli a cup of noodle n kopi...

4 me, i still felt very veryhungry....
haiz....

My parents went Casino again.....
really boring, just walking n walking....

around 3, then we backed to Ipoh luu~

Pooi chee:
i think this trip just gave a chance to my parents to enter casino...

bt this time bad.
father lose around one thousand

haiz~

感动

2009-03-25T05:31:00.000-07:00

SPM的成绩非常的差，只是得到2个A！！
然后，我的婆婆，阿姨，两个舅舅都有给一些钱我！！
总共给了RM180！！
虽然不多，但是我觉得我不应该得到那些钱！！！！！！！！！！！
因为，成绩真的非常的差！！
最后，哭了一下子咯！

亲情真的很可贵!
虽然，我考到很差，但是他们并没有说什么！！
他们还叫我加油！！！！

我一定会的！！！

加油！！！！！！

升学

2009-03-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

Haiz~~

真的很烦！！！！
有些朋友说：“ 为什么要去读Form6 喔？”
有些朋友就说：“读Ｆｏｒｍ６好喔！”
VERY CONFUSED!!!

怎么办叻？？？

我有时想去读College，有时就想读Form6 ，
读College，就可以快点出来做工。
而读Form6，就可以呆在学多两年。顺便又可以为爸爸着想。
因为爸爸一下子负担不起，又要买车，而且，今年的经济非常差。

读Form6 好啦！！
不要想太多啦！！
进文科班，我要将我的Account读好，
进了Form6，我要LCCI的CERT，我要拿最好的那一张。
然后就ACCA，最重要的就是Account Management。这个Course，我一定要读！！！
OK，就这样办啦！GOODLUCK！！！！
哈哈哈哈....

Memory of Poi Lam Military Band

2009-03-23T21:20:00.001-07:00

讲真的，POI LAM MILITARY BAND 真的带来很多美好的回忆给我。
从我FORM 2 参加了POI LAM MILITARY BAND，
我一开始是很喜欢的，但当我上了Form 3 的时候，我就对Band 没有了兴趣，所以我决定退出。

真的很好笑，当我看到他们练习花式的时候，我就想参加。
真的是抵死的。
不过辛运的，我真的回Band 了。
哈哈哈哈，过后的日子，真的很开心。
去831，去CAMP。
然后，我做了委员，遇到了很多事情，有开心的，也有伤心的。
但，我怎样我都还会去面对。
当一个财政，说难不难，说易不易。
因为要看住Band的钱财，想办法保住Band的财产。

然后，就是当一个CLARINET LEADER，这才是我认为最重要的一个Post。 Haiz，我的水准不算得太好，所以，我非常怕我会带不好。
还好，Member 都还OK啦。

毕业了，做一个SENIOR，什么都好像不能做，只能回去Band看看他们而已。
想教又不可以教。

好啦好啦，什么都不要理就是最好。
CAMP的时候，回去看看他们就好啦。。
不管那么多了，做一个平凡的SENIOR好了。

我把这些回忆都放在这里。

哈哈！！这个就是我Form3时候做Team Leader时候的Group Member啦！！！！

哈哈！！大家都在想着Highlight的东西。

这个是我们在PadangIpoh 练习的照片。

大家都非常辛苦咯。

辛苦噻啦！！！

这个是我们在CAMP练室内的照片。
哈哈。我非常地难看。

彩排的大合照.
大家都非常开心，
因为我们进到了八强！！

这个是Farewell的照片。
Tsing yee 那一批的。

My clarinet

真的Band带来了很多美好的回忆。
我会永远记住。
~Poi lam Military Band~

办事无能的人

2009-03-22T19:11:00.000-07:00

顶！！！！

本来今天可以去做工，结果，多得拿个办事无能的人那个就是我妈的朋友-Aunty。。

之前她就讲那间工厂要请人就，叫我去开工。。。

所以，我今天六点就已经起身。

赶死赶命。

Around 7.30am,我就去到那间工厂。。
然后，那个老板就说只是要一名员工而已。
而我只是短期工，
当然是没有我得份的啦！！！
非常非常的排泄！！！

真的不明白那些怎样做东西的。
这样小小的事情都做到这样。
怎样可以把事情做好。
真的靠她都死！！！！

一场欢喜一场空。。

以为能过赚点钱来用。。
可以买些自己喜欢的东西。
结果就因为那个人。
真的非常的生气啊！！！！
都不知道那些人怎样做事的。
。。