Wasted~

I paid RM60 for my MUET this time~
I think it may b wasted~
Therefore, i think i nd to save money to retake la~
Hai~
I am very pity la~
I am nt dare to take money from my parents la~

Haiz~
Hope this time i can get band 3 ~
if really can~
me jiu xie tian xie di~
Coz it will make me better to choose~

Another thing is recently i noe a new fren~
His name is Hazim Akram~
Ya, he is a boy~
Very handsome one oo~
really handsome ~
Hohoho~
I do not like him de ar~
dun think wrong wrong~
He is a gud boy n he is in a relationship de la~
He now is a form 4 student studies in ACS 4T ~
Hohoho
my frens all also agree that he really handsome~
Hope he can b my aiya brother~
hehe~
He is one of my special fren~
coz i do not have any malay fren.. he is the first ~

Dear God~
pls ~ let me get band 3 for my MUET la~
Thank u God~

Ntg Special~

Muet Exam is on this saturday~
Little bit nervous~
bt i still wan to update my blog~
hehehe~

Coming this week no swimming~
therefore i have more time to spend on my muet revision~
Hope can get band 4 bt at least band 3 la..

Moreover, he takes his exam this week.
I hope he can make it~
He sure will~

Is a man should cry for his lover?

On friday, my fren asked me a question wat is my point of view, if ur boyfren cry for u?

Is it gud that ur dear cry for u?
Why is he will cry for u ?
is it a happy incident o bad incident?

In my opinion, a man cry when he is deeply hurt~
is tat after being hurt by his dear?
i think most probably it is ..
o the boy is hurt that he is nt treating his dear well~
bt i think this probability nt very big~

Is that a man should cry for his galfren?
I personally think he shouldn't.
as i think a man should be very strong~
Cant be weak..
cant always bcoz of sumthing that u cry~
If lk tat u r nt a strong man.

may b boy will say that they are also a human..
they r also can b emotional~
bt, is that true that i say, when compare between a male n a female...
If a man always cry for his dear while his dear wont,
then will u think that the female is stronger that the man,
the female can face all the problem herself while the man cant.

therefore, for me, i hope that my boyfren wont cry for me always,
coz it means that our relationship is getting better n better..
i prefer that our relationship is getting betther n betther than a relationship is getting worst n worst~
Yes, i noe that this world can not b 100 percent perfect~
bt i hope i can found a 90 percent man~
Hope la~

I hope that he is that kind of person~
wont easily cry,
a very strong, can protect me one~

Relax~

Since tomorrow i will absent from school.
So, today i just come here n jot down somethings here~

Ya, recently quite busy.
MUET is coming ady~
It is on 24 April 2010..
Busy study ~

Actually i ady plan to take one more time for my MUET in this october~
Coz teacher say april is quite difficult ~
n the october one is easier than the april one~
C whether this time can get band 4 ant la>.
If can, sure gud la..
Try my best lo ~
wat can i do~

Another thing is i now ady less think about him~
when i din c him online~
really gt a bit down geh~
bt i ady force myself to do not think about it~
sure can one..
I am a confident person~

Recently, our class is getting better n better~
all also study n study ~
although sometime we relax for a while to make some jokes between us~
bt i think it is gud~
it is nice~
Everybody also study hard except one fellow~ useless fellow~
me also la..
quite hardworking ady de la..
bt i want myself even more hardworking~
I promise~

Nd to off my computer~
Wish all my fren always happy n healthy
especially for ebel hui xin n soo kar yee~
they are my ji mui forever~
Really~

Miss hiM~

These few days, i was very miss him ~
i am now controlling myself to nt sms him always~

Even i had sumthing to share wit him bt eventually i didn't.
I noe he is very kind~
Even i find him always ~
he won't mind.
But actually hw i noe wat is in his mind?
I dun noe~
He said chat wit me until midnight~
He rather dun slp.
He said lk tat is really treat me nice o he onli wan to entertain me oli..
I really dun noe..
I really wan to ask him sometimes, bt finally i didn't do it..
coz i nt dare to do it..

So, now i jus hope that time can pass faster...
work it out in stpm..
I really Hope i am succeed in STPM.
So, i can go to penang..
Now,Penang and USM have bcum my biggest motive power to study well

Sometimes, i really wan to find sumone to share my things~
The first that i wan to share with is him~
Bt i jus scare i will b sad finally~
So, watever i wan to say~
I will now type it in my blog..
I jus want to vomit out all the things~

Miss Him Always~
Hope that in one day, he will noe~